Saturday, March 31, 2007

About MeMe...

A - Available or Single? -Neither have a boyfriend
B - Best Friends? Helga,Iris,Barb & Jody
C - Cake or Pie?-Neither brownies or ice cream
D - Drink of Choice? Non-Alcohol-Crystal Light,Alcohol-Jack Daniels & OJ
E - Essential Item? My Cell phone
F - Favorite Color? Black-White-Gray
G - Gummi Bears or Worms? Bears been years since i've had any lol
H - Hometown? Springfield Massachusetts
I - Indulgence?-Starbucks
J - January or February? Jan start of a new year
K - Kids and Names?-none
L - Life is incomplete without? Love,Friends,Laughter
M - Marriage Date?-Not married yet
N - Number of Siblings? 2 - Brother 35 & Sister 29
O - Oranges or Apples? Apples
P - Phobias/Fears? -Life w/o Mk-Never succeeding at my goals
Q - Favorite Quote? -“Don't settle for the one you can live with Fight for the one you cant live without"
R - Reasons to smile? Love,Family,Friends
S - Season? Summer
T - Tag 3 People? Fievel lol I think everyone else I know has done this but if you haven't and you do let me know (but no obligation guys)
U - Unknown Fact About Me? I can sing my states in alphabetical order
V - Vegetable You Hate? Beans
W - Worst Habit? Nail biting
X - X-rays You've Had? Chest,Leg,Ankle,Teeth,Back,Hand
Y - Your Favorite Foods? Salad, Chinese
Z - Zodiac? Leo

Monday, March 26, 2007

Ahhhhh Its Spring Sopposedly...

Well the first day of Spring was last Wed & man since there we have had some crappy weather lol so much for sunshine and warmth no all we got was rain and ughhh lol...But I will admit rain is better then snow its about 55 here today not to bad the sun it out I have to admit I am not loving daylight savings time...Well its been I think about a week since I last blogged I been trying to find things to keep me busy so I am not parked here in front of this computer so much..I got some knitting needles and some yarn and its still sitting there just staring at me lol. I will eventually get around to teaching myself before I am to old.I went and saw my new Dr last monday(the 19th)..I will say this I LOVE my new Dr she is just as nice and friendly as the last one I had. I got my results back from my Diabeties & Cholestrol test...My cholestrol is kick ass perfect lol I never know you could have good cholestrol and high blood pressure I figure if was bad so wasn't the other...As for my diabeties test she says she really can't say if I am or i'm not since one of the meds I am on for my PCOS is also a med used for people with diabeties and for her to find out she would have to take me off the meds for a month and then test me but she thinks without the pills the shot wouldn't be as strong to keep the bleeding away so for now I will hold off on that..

We also talked about weight loss she isn't a skinny minny but she isnt a elephant either she is a good size and we talked about how she is also losing weight and how she lost 60 pounds in the last year...Its nice having someone who knows it's not easy and all but we talked about that and my leg god I wish this thing would hurry up and heal and go away I am thinking about buying stock in Johnson & Johnson gauze and other products cause man it seems like 2 times a week I am out buying more but the Dr says she sees a little bit of pink and some skin coming in I can start using Neosporin on it when I change the bandages hopefully that will speed up the healing process some...Well my eating hasn't been the best we will just leave it at that but I know I need to get back on th saddle I keep telling myself your only a failure if you don't keep trying so try,try and try again...Well that is all for now MK is off today so we are gonna spend some time together....

Saturday, March 17, 2007

Ch Ch Ch Changes.....

Happy Saint Patrick's Day

I have alot of stuff going on in my head now and its driving me crazy so I need to get it out and off my chest now some things won't make any sense so just go along with me here & act like you have a clue what I am talking about....I want to change the name of my blog to what I really don't know but I want to ask all you smart people who know blogger inside and out is there anyway I can just change the title of my blog and keep everything the way it is if so please leave me a comment and let me know...I also want to change my template but the ones blogger has aren't that spectacular I need something springy lol...So if you know how I can change my template to one besides the ones blogger has let me know that also plz....

Okay now on to the things I need to get off my chest I am getting so tired of shit lately and before I go off I need to get it out in the open...I am tired of people who say one thing and do another...I am tired of giving people the benefit of the doubt & end up having it blow up in my face....I am tired of the blatant lack of respect that some people have for people and their feelings...I am tired of people who tell lies like its nothing..I am tired of people who act like their problems are the only ones in the world and no one elses matters..People who have had every chance to get themselves out of a bad situation only to turn down any help and still go on to play the victim...The bad thing is I know someone in everyone of the things I just named and I love my friends and there is nothing I wouldn't do for them but I am getting tired of the same BS over & over.....Ok so I got that off my chest so I feel a lil better...I didn't do much today I watched alot of Ultimate Fighting my eating was good today..The weather was ok it rained but i'll take rain over snow any day...My mom is back East and they got hit with some snow...I think my nasal issue has finally decided to leave me alone thank goodness...Well I hope everyone had a good day and have a great weekend I am off to have some yogurt and relax there is more Ultimate Fighting to be watched.

Thursday, March 15, 2007

Weight Issues

My biggest problem with my eating is knowing when I am full...Everyone says well just stop eating when your full well that would be alot easier if my stomach would tell me its full...The only way I know I am full is when i've eaten too much and my stomach hurts..I don't know if anyone else has or has had this problem but if so I would love to know what you did or if something helped you...I know one thing for sure I need to drink more during my meals I usually end up drinking before or after not very much during....This weeks eating habits have sucked not really badly but bad enough this sinus infection isn't helping matters much.

I have tried Benadryl sinus that didn't help, I tried Zicam that didn't help and now I am trying Tylenol Sinus so I hope that helps I have a Dr. Appt monday so if not I will talk to her about it.
I had been sleepless the last 2 nights my nose seems to think its a good idea for both nostril to plug up at one time and I can't sleep while breathing through my mouth. I even tried those breathe right strips and those things are irritating the part that goes over the bridge of your nose that has the band in it that thing is seriously uncomfortable.

I can't wait until spring starts I want to buy some plants liven the place up some get rid of the winter blah...Well that is all for now off to try and get some sleep

Monday, March 12, 2007

Monday, Monday

Ahh where did the weekend go ? Oh I know I slept it away in a Benadryl Sinus induced sleep and I still feel like crap...It rained this weekend so wasn't much going on anyways...Well Friday I called to make a follow up appt with my Dr about my leg & I was informed that my Dr. was no longer there..WTF ??? I guess she has been gone for a couple of weeks now what pisses me off is when I called to ask her about some pain meds the receptionist told me she would have her nurse call me back and of course she never did I guess she was already gone. I really liked my old Dr. If I was able to use my insurance somewhere else besides that clinic I would go find her.

I had a nice list of my weight-loss questions on a piece of paper on my computer table and now its gone lol...I don't know if I have paper gnomes or what running around here but it's gone into thin air....Saturday(March 10th) was me & Mk's four year anniversary I can't believe its honestly been 4 years already it doesn't seem like that long. Even though I wasn't feeling up to par we had a nice day together cause he had to work Sat night...I had a few epiphanies about my issues with my weight which I will get into in the next post..I am off to relax and read....

Monday, March 05, 2007

So Damn Close....

I jinxed myself last week I was thinking hmmm well winter is almost over and I've done pretty good this year I usually end up with a few cases of Strep or Bronchitis but nope I have been good well screw me for thinking that I woke up yesterday morning with a stuff nose and a headache from hell..I have that one nostril stuffy thing going on I don't know if its a cold or a sinus infection but whatever it is I want it gone just as fast as it reared its ugly lil head..As hard as I have tried I can't breathe through my mouth when I sleep if I have to I end up not sleeping its irritating to say the least so not much has changed in the sleep department lately...I haven't been really hungry lately how can I be when I can't taste what I am eating or smell it(odd habit I always smell my food before I eat it I don't stick the plate up under my nose or anything like that )..I have been doing good about eating breakfast in the morning its usually shredded wheat, some yogurt or a muffin with some water or tea.

I am doing good on the no sweets thing so far and still no soda...I have been reading weight-loss magazines left and right just seeing what is out there and what people are doing and saying I have a slew of questions I will post in my next post tomorrow maybe all you lovely women who have had luck can answer some of these questions...I still haven't finished You On A Diet yet I need to strap myself down and finish this book everytime I get into it something seems to come along and take my attention away from itI am about half way though it now and so far I am really enjoying it...Man my nose is running like a leaky faucet with no off leg is healing nicely the hole is now just about closed up and back to being flush with the rest of my leg now all I have to do is wait for the skin to start healing and we are on our way..Well I hope everyone is doing good and had a good weekend....

Sunday, March 04, 2007

Click to Make A Difference

I found this on AE's blog and figured I would share it and pass it along

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